i got into a wonderful fight with my brother out at lunch and everyone yelled at me , so im feeling like utter shit as im being cold shouldered by my family on mothers day … yeah :/
fuck this, its forty degrees and I have to go and work in a chicken shop next to three ovens. -.-
also not feeling great because I just found out my dog has heart failure.
feeling shitty.
its really funny, well actually its not, but just today we were going to pick my dog up from the vet, because she was staying there while we were on holidays, I was saying to my dad how I don’t think my dog needs to be walked everyday. shes a very small dog and running around the back yard is usually enough, even though she would LOVE to be walked everyday.
not even five hours after getting her back and I notice shes wheezing severely and her breathing is really short and rapid, she just seemed really sick. so we’re gonna take her back to the vet, but I was just thinking back to how I didn’t think she needed to be walked everyday and how I should have taken her for more walks while she was healthy enough to handle it.
I wish I had because shes would have loved it and now shes too sick and old.
(Source: goodnight-endeavours)
its awkward when you bump into your dad’s best friends son, who you grew up with but never actually got along with, and he has turned out to be obscenely attractive.
damn boy ;)
I regret not getting along better with you.
everybody else wants me to change. im just so angry and then so flippant that they don’t know how to handle it, i think i scare them all a little, and annoy them a lot with how angry i get over what they see as little things
hmm. i feel quite miserable today :/
my mother and I physically can not bring ourselves to get along
bitch just punched me in the head -.-
my mother is the WORST driving instructor
she just sits there in silence until something goes wrong where she yells like a second before we crash
she legitimately lets me figure everything out myself, through trial and error
-.-
gah so I’m in a really foul mood because of a run-in I had with my art teacher today
The fuckin prick decided to put all the clay work I had done over the past few weeks in the kiln with out asking me if I had finished them, which I hadn’t.
and because I have been really moody I got pissed off very fast because I had worked really hard on them, but they were only half done, and he got really defensive
it just ended up with us yelling at each other until another teacher came in and told me to calm down
then I cried from frustration and anger
it was so stupid
-.-
fuckin mood swings man…
(Source: goodnight-endeavours)
so today I had a year 12 assessment for my advanced English
and I was so anxious prior to my speech that I mucked up the whole thing and stood there shaking like a leaf making mistakes left right and centre. :/
and then when I was finished I started crying
embarrassing and traumatic
-.-
fucking hate speeches
i dont feel good today :(
i just want to dedicate all my time to spaming misha collins and spreading the word of how fabulous he is…
I get really annoyed when I confide in people about feeling sad or angry and they turn around after listening and are all like ’ be happy’
Do they think I don’t try?
its not that fucking easy.
l;sfkiopdl;fkjng :/
ugh I feel so yuck :((
go away sickness please!
