fuck this, its forty degrees and I have to go and work in a chicken shop next to three ovens. -.-
also not feeling great because I just found out my dog has heart failure.
its really funny, well actually its not, but just today we were going to pick my dog up from the vet, because she was staying there while we were on holidays, I was saying to my dad how I don’t think my dog needs to be walked everyday. shes a very small dog and running around the back yard is usually enough, even though she would LOVE to be walked everyday.
not even five hours after getting her back and I notice shes wheezing severely and her breathing is really short and rapid, she just seemed really sick. so we’re gonna take her back to the vet, but I was just thinking back to how I didn’t think she needed to be walked everyday and how I should have taken her for more walks while she was healthy enough to handle it.
I wish I had because shes would have loved it and now shes too sick and old.
gah so I’m in a really foul mood because of a run-in I had with my art teacher today
The fuckin prick decided to put all the clay work I had done over the past few weeks in the kiln with out asking me if I had finished them, which I hadn’t.
and because I have been really moody I got pissed off very fast because I had worked really hard on them, but they were only half done, and he got really defensive
it just ended up with us yelling at each other until another teacher came in and told me to calm down
then I cried from frustration and anger
it was so stupid
fuckin mood swings man…
so today I had a year 12 assessment for my advanced English
and I was so anxious prior to my speech that I mucked up the whole thing and stood there shaking like a leaf making mistakes left right and centre. :/
and then when I was finished I started crying
embarrassing and traumatic
fucking hate speeches